The day after 365.=)

Well.,finally I'm back to blog again.
Many things happen in this few week.
Lets start form our big day: our 1 year anniversary.
We went gurney for Transformer.After movie,went to Harvest In for our dinner.
I enjoy the dinner with sweetheart.really,and thanks for the homemade little album.I love it so muchhhhhh.....
I love you.♥

p/s: Pic cant upload due the problem of the blogger.but will upload soon.=)

Okay,now i am working again,but this time me is working as office job.
honestly,I not really enjoy with the job ,not about the surrounding ,but is my job,its tired. really.
I'm waiting my diploma cert,so I can leave this place as fast as possible.


Recently,I keep thinking about 1 day you leave me.
We know that after STPM,mostly will go to university.But is at another state !
If one day you study at another state,I really don't know what should I do.
I really worry about that day,as you said,after stpm,still have 9 months,during this 9 months,we must smile.
I know ,but it also will come and you will go to another state study.
But that's your future,there is no reason to let me ask you don't go.
Try to get good result and go to better university.*this is me want you to do so.*
Maybe this is the challenge for us?
the day is getting lesser and lesser..but my love for you is getting more and more.
I love you.♥

Count Down For 1Hour and 55minutes !!!!!!

L.O.S.T

Where should I start? I don't know.
As title said ,I'm lost.Can anyone guide me from the way I lost?
I know there is nobody to help me.
This few day,seem like our distance is getting far and far and far.
Where is those feeling,those joke,those smile and where is the previous me?
I feel I had been change.I don't know why.
I know you facing exam now and you feel stress.
I know you need some care from me.
But,I can't even do anything,such a failure.
When you need some care,I just let you disappointed.
I;m Sorry.Really sorry.

We had pass our 10month.During this 10month,
I learn something--Freedom.
I think most of the couple know its very important for each of them.
And today,I finally know what is it really are.
I should know it earlier in the previous few month so We wont had a big argue.
Well,I thought that will be a part of nightmare in my life.
But now,it just a piece of layer of dust,and me just wipe it off.
And I make it this few day.
But there still a scar will never disappear.LOL*forget about it*
I just wanna to get back to the past that we smile,joke all the time,the feel when we start our relationship.That's all.


Nights

Crap

The currently mode :
DOWN until the max !!!!!!

Treasure. '')

 
Yea,treasure. Appreciate that.
Its start since April 2nd,the very first chat with her at facebook.
But our story start at May 29th.The moment you be my girl,I feel so proud. xD
Until now 9months and 3 weeks.
During this 9months and 3weeks, We celebrate our first anniversary at Fish market,after that we watch movie at gurney and we go paradise.
We celebrate your birthday at zm hostel after food fair.The ice-cream cake,and those present.I really try to make it until the best of the best.Hope you like it.hehe
My birthday-you come at my home midnight and you give me a surprise. The next day,we went to butterworth for Tambun and Sunway carnival.I love the bottle you give me and its was full of heart inside.Thanks you.
Next,Valentine days. You give the keychain and inside gt the rice with my name,but too bad,due to my careless,I lost it. Sorry.
Come to March,Its was the worst month for me.We argue twice, I know its was my fault and our relation in big trouble,due to my jealous,we argue,drop tears and cold.This feeling was sucks and I don't want our message tone like not very care.I don't want anymore.Really.Hate this feel 99.
Oh ya,Not I don't allow you to drive,it just I worry about you,wait you train more stable,I let you fetch to anywhere.okay? haha
You appear in my life,I feel proud.
You not allow me to say any rude word,I will not to say any of it .Okay? Promise.haha
You are the treasure that I mention on Tittle. Yea is you.Mah Suh Wei.
I love you From My HEART. You had been become part of my life.
I Love you.

人生
起起跌跌后
会有雨过天晴的时候。

March in 2011

How about I start with this :
In the middle of March,we made the bad memories.
Those bad memories just vanish one by one by the time had pass.
Of all the things I still remember.
Lets be honest,the feeling still remain in my hearts.
I just made the empty promise.sorry
Nothing to lose but everything to gain.
After express on that night,it all seems so clear.
I am just alone on the road side,nobody else.
Tear me down like an old abandoned house.
And now I'm picking up the pieces,putting our memory back together.

Well,the precious week was my nightmare.I really hate these feel,really.
Why every time still the same? The feel wont change,remain the same.
Every time will left the scars that I not willing to have in our memories,and it will remind me again.
Jealous,yea I am JEALOUS.
I wish that these feeling don't even come to me again.
And we never knew when and we never knew how
I dont't want end up here the way we are.
Every tiny single word are part of my nightmare.
Please god,can you don't challenge me again? I am not strong as you think.
I wan to get back those feel like we had before.
But the only thing I can sure that,my love for you wont end up like this if I still can breath.
Its 3am now,night world.