March in 2011

How about I start with this :
In the middle of March,we made the bad memories.
Those bad memories just vanish one by one by the time had pass.
Of all the things I still remember.
Lets be honest,the feeling still remain in my hearts.
I just made the empty promise.sorry
Nothing to lose but everything to gain.
After express on that night,it all seems so clear.
I am just alone on the road side,nobody else.
Tear me down like an old abandoned house.
And now I'm picking up the pieces,putting our memory back together.

Well,the precious week was my nightmare.I really hate these feel,really.
Why every time still the same? The feel wont change,remain the same.
Every time will left the scars that I not willing to have in our memories,and it will remind me again.
Jealous,yea I am JEALOUS.
I wish that these feeling don't even come to me again.
And we never knew when and we never knew how
I dont't want end up here the way we are.
Every tiny single word are part of my nightmare.
Please god,can you don't challenge me again? I am not strong as you think.
I wan to get back those feel like we had before.
But the only thing I can sure that,my love for you wont end up like this if I still can breath.
Its 3am now,night world.

The past-Feb

It has been a month ago I din't update my blog.But now I am back again.LOL
Okay,memory flash back to Feb,during CNY.
Hang out with friends,buddy,gamble as usual,
The most important is my birthday.haha
Thanks for the wishes guy,and friends and her.She is the first person who celebrate with me on my birthday.
Thanks for the cake,and the present.I love it mush.=)
I had a nice birthday in this year.appreciate.
Well,photo tell you how was my birthday :

             

 

Well,recently there is a lot of problem between me and her.But it doesn't make our relation far,but more love each other.Thanks for giving the present and those memory. I love you ♥