Well I had no way to express for my feeling recently,so Im back to blogger.
yea,its hurt again. what to do? i had try my best again and again.but today I had realize that no matter how hard i try,the end still the same,wont change at all.its truth.and maybe Im not able to maintain my relationship very well.
You always told me that there was no different between science class and econ class. But no,distance always there. As usual,opinion always id the trouble maker.Second,your favorite and mine.Third,lifestyle.
Those are always make us tears and argue. Im fucking desperate about those trouble maker.
Yea ,maybe the previous me not able to care you or love you as you want.But when i try so hard to change and improve,there always have complain or new challenge pop out.Can someone teach me? lead me ?
okay,you say you want watch that drama live,so you go your friends house and watch,but alone with that guy until late night ka back? Really ? really? really? really chase drama until like this? i kinda don't understand,whats the different between live and watch on internet ? yea,everyone like to watch live football match,but want see live match or movie,we also see the situation right? Or should i close my eye and dont think about it? just let it be? Sometime I dint mention doesn't mean I dont mind,but please,stand at my side and think.
Maybe that guy is your 'bro'? or best friends? I dont know,that feeling telling me that guy seem like more suitable to enter your life than me. both of you have same topic chat? same opinion? same favorite? i dont know,maybe few time i open your facebook account,he sure come and chat with you? or maybe everyday also? yea i know its your privacy,but if you is me? what would you think?
Okay,you going other state study, I worry you dint have more details about your course, I ask for more information for you,but since we discuss, our opinion different again,when its different again,we argue again.
Okay, i dont speak o give any idea about your course,its just wan to avoid argument.
Since you gonna go d,so i try to make our days everyday happy and full of smile, but as i said,no matter how hard i try,or how many times i try, still the same. Then why should i try for? Sometime I dont know why I try so hard for? Try so hard to get tears cold and argue?
Or maybe me should not enter your life since we had meet.So we wont tears so bad.
Sorry,Im ain't perfect.
Maybe other guy will do.=)
