7.30am

Let me ask you a question.
What if you are playing the wedding melody to your lover while she is walk into church and she holding another guys hand's?
LOL..
Well,everyone will jealous on everything,especially LOVE.
Many couple breaks up because of it.
What if  you mention that you are jealous and she had her own reason,what will you do?
What if you are caring about her and she just reply you 'Oh'.
What if both of you plan to dating and suddenly she just cancel it with her reason?
What if...I sad?.
What if....tomorrow is the end of the world?
It is so many "what if" and we can't even know what will happen next.
You are perfect but I'm not,in fact its true.
I broke my promise,I drop my tears at last.
What to do?

Nightmare.

Hmmmm....Just back from Coffee Island with her,zm n liz.
Well,conclusion for today,I believe that both of us are not enjoy as well.
Why?
I feel that recently I am in the bad temper.I don't know why?
I will easily get angry without any reason,when I can't get the thing what I want,the temper is coming to visit me.I hate this feel.It just stick with me.I wish I smile all the time and without any bad temper as usual.
I can't even joke.
I can't even reply politely.
I scare due to my bad temper will cause our story end,I don't wish this will happen between us.Really!
But in this few day,that is something between us and make us not happy and I don't know what is it.
I admit that I did something wrong sometime.Sorry.
Or maybe mine bad temper ?
Is it the end is getting nearer ?
Is it our story end up like this?
Today,my temper is getting up again and I don't know why,sorry to her .I am not purposely.
I promise I will stay away as far as I can before CNY and my birthday.
I do not wish to pass my CNY and my birthday with a bad temper.
Its SUCK! really sucks.

Sometimes I am not a Mr.NiceGuy.
Sorry to those I recently give you a damn without any reason.
Sorry for my bad temper.
Just sorry.
That's all.
Nights

Plan?

Lets talk about recently,hmmmm..I was totally wasting my time and i was doing nothing.WTF
Plan to study at college,to fill up my FREE TIME so that I can gain an extra knowledge.What a good plan huh?
Someone ask me,would you handle it?
Here is my plan:
Monday-Frinday College. I am still considering which course should I choose.==

Saturday and Sunday Adobe. It is interesting,but too bad,just twice a week.
Well,belum try belum tau.hhahaha
hiong hiong ki,bo dai ji.=)

Okay,what I wanna say that,if you really hate that some people calling you in other name,you better stop calling other people fucking name.
Its same to you if you say to that people,Its fair.
Please,need people respect you,Respect other at first.
I am not trying to say who else,who did it,its just my opinion.
That's all.